Whats to say I am 20 years old and I still live with my family, not that thats entirely uncommon anymore.Its only been for about the last few months that I've had a life, a lot of that is thanks to a wonderful guy named Matt. Your going to hear a lot about him more than likely. I love him a ton and I don't know if I would even be able to think properly without him. Did you know that when you fall in love with someone, that your brain fires the same signals as if you were addicted to a drug. Also wen you break up withsomeone that you really love its the same as going through a heroine withdrawl. Needless to say, I am addicted to him, I like to think he's addicted to me as well.
Addiction does run in my family anyway however, so if it wasn't him it would have been something. My parents are both recoving addicts, I witnessed a lot of htings I personally belive a kid shouldn't have to, and beause of that I am very anti-drug use. Except for pot, pot is not a drug, just a dumb choice haha.I personally don't partake of any substance other than caffine and gummy bears.Oh and the internet. I will be sad when I move out, simply because I wont have internet for a while, because I wont have a computer for a while.
I working my ass off trying to get out of my moms house right now. Its time to leave the nest and you know be on my own two feet for a little while. Its hard to find a job right now though, in my area the economy pretty much sucks so the last 7 months have turned up absolutely nothing.Thats going to be something I have to get used to I guess in life. When I am done with school though I will be a liscensed Cosmotologist which means I can do hair and skin and nails. I don't talk about school too much though except to vent about the poltics there and the new bull shit they are putting me through, and trust me, they can come up with a alot.
